loud screaming and sobbing

rant warning





<sub>this fucking shit has been the fucking death of me i cant even measure the amount of frustration and tears and doubt and HOURS that have been poured into this like jesus fucking christ
i redid this at least three times and just kinda couldnt think about anything except artistic suicide, just throwing tablet out the window

YES YES YES I KNOW IT LOOKS LIKE SHIT, YOU DONT NEED TO POINT OUT I HAVE FUNCTIONAL EYES THANK YOU

the shading is fucking wrecked and impossible, its not even finished like i just fucking gave up on this
it probably would have been easier to redo it but i have a habit of challenging myself with LITERALLY THE WORST AND HARDEST LIGHTING CONDITIONS ANYONE COULD POSSIBLY THINK OF</sub>



fuckity fuck end of rant

probably will delete after the person who requested this sees it and saves it and hopefully burns


char